Who am I?

I don't like being fake. In fact, I hate being fake. I truly want to be real and authentic. So many people I see and meet are fake. Why are we fake? Wouldn't life be better if we were all just who we really are? I am the type of person who wants to care for other people. I want there to be no world hunger. I want there to be peace. I want there to be families mended. But, I don't do anything to help this process. I rarely even talk to my neighbors. That's so wrong. I want to change. I want to be better. I want to act instead of talk. I don't believe that life is about me. I think that life is about something much greater than myself. I believe that I am just a little character in the story of God. So, no matter what I do, I think that the story will be about God and will always be about God, but I want to participate. I know that He doesn't need my help. I just want to care for people the way that He does. So, I really am a person who studies Jesus. I want to be like Him. He really loved all people. I want to love all people. I am tired of "Christians" who don't love people. But, if I don't ever do anything to love others, then I am just like them. So, I guess I am still trying to figure out who I am and how I fit into the story of God. I know that life isn't about me. I just want to be a part of what God is doing.